warrior arts ps

this morning i woke up with a strong dream about two powerful energies annihilating each other. with that dream there was an urgent sense that i had messed up. i had started by focusing on those words i remembered yesterday as if they related to outer wars and outer peace. but while writing the  the inner level had slipped in resulting in an unclear, badly thought through post.

writing allows me to clarify and sort things through. so yesterday when suddenly those words spoken so long ago came to me i began writing. i wrote and tinkered and though i remained dissatisfied with the writing feeling like it was not really going anywhere and not knowing where it was supposed to go. - i chose to post my unedited musings

so this morning i felt a horrible panic.  My critic and product mind demanded 'why did you publish a post that was unfinished and confusing?' my first impulse was to revert that post to draft and prevent more people from reading it. but as i lay in bed and stilled myself, the panic settled and i decided to leave it here.

two questions remain
- writing is process, but mostly what we read is product - so should i too only post finished products? why?

- i am intrigued why i did not apply the words 'i am a warrior and like any warrior i live my life preparing for peace in war times and for war in peace times' to my inner life. many of my most important wars have been fought within myself.

no answers today