its been a while

Its been a while since I created this.
The owl and the warrior. Two energies, two inner personalities that want to be known. Yes, i know them just a bit yet.
The warrior is dormant. The warrior maybe going through a crisis of faith.
The owl is quietly understanding himself.

The warriors crisis of faith. Is it the tiring, ailing body that the crisis comes from or is the crisis creating the illness in the body. The spirit ails. It has no goals. Temporarily feels without a passion - even martial arts feels like a drag.
I drag myself to the dojo. Once there i am happy, most of the time.
My partner says I am more ill than I let on and its natural to feel this way.
I wonder.
I can't remember the last time I felt without passion. If someone asked what i would die for... erm.. besides family and friends I would say I don't really know...
But in some ways i know what outrages me.
Inequality, War, Violence, Innocence crushed by greed, hunger, poverty, greed
All very vague yet, very diffuse...
Once I was clear what motivated me. Now i don't know.